It's so uncomplicated, he said to me, but takes such boldness and strength of mind. More bravery than a matador, a boxer, a hunter, or a soldier can muster. For what if it is not received in the attempt you presented it to be? It is a giving, but will it turn in to an exchange, he asked me?
Do you want to just give or do you want the exchange, I asked. I don't know, he said... I want them to want it, I want to feel that they want it.
It can be so uncomplicated, until it happens, Ernest said. It can be much like a dream come-true if received well. Just a touch of lips, nothing more. Just a kiss. It would have saved me from myself, he said to me.
A kiss that can carry me, he said, forever, forever. Forever. I should have kissed him. I should have been bolder and taken the chance... but fighting a bull would be easier.